One day as I was thinking

Thinking as I often do

The subject turned to love

And immediately I thought of you

I thought of how you have changed my life

And relieved all my pain

I thought of how you've carried me

And all things in life I've gained

As I pondered these wonderous thoughts

I came upon one more

And thought about my sinful life

Only as it was before

And then it was there I realized

How much you've changed me inside

And made me the most gracious person

Now one more thing I cannot hide

I never thought of love.

As an object or a person

I often thought about it being bliss and maybe a potion

I did not think it was something I could see

But now I see love everyday, everytime I look at me

It might be by my definition only

But you have made me love

And also you have made my life

Not just high, but above.

How much is your happiness without their pain
Can you imagine this world without the sky
So how do you keep yourself contained
to live another day telling a lie
And when they ask, how do you explain?
the scars on your heart, the endless pain
How much longer can you keep a stain
how many secrets can a person hide
.
In the end we become the people we never wanted to be.
there is no more truth in what we speak and hear
and when we realize our souls are tainted with
the blood of those we vowed to eliminate,
thats when you decide a life of bad is better than a life of hate.
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"I am here not because i choose to,
but because im here i choose."

Hello readers! Today i meet my special someone, heh. Meet him abit late, so had lunch with Faiz & Izat for awhile, then off i go. Went to Pasir Ris beach, i really loooove it. Had a great day, went to Whitesands, and from there we head home. We are so fated to be together, its a new beginning for me, for us. i love you :)

Had a long day, goodnight readers! heh.

Im just so bored today. Bore bores bored boring. See? -_-

Meet Faiz after work around 1030pm at Bugis. haha. I went out so late, im just bored at home. haiz. Then we went to grab a bite at MacD Raffles City, 24hours there. heh. Wanted to ask Izzat along but he worked night shift today. So yeah. We waited for my sis as well. She happened to had a tiff with her bf. She doesnt have the mood to go home yet. So we went to the airport and hang out. We shared a cab with a foreigner, it is my first time, haha. Cos there's no more trains at that hour.

Had popeye's, hang out at the basement, the only peace level, haha. Shared all our problems, chit chat till 5am there. hahaha. Then we took a cab home, i really had a great night. Although its late but i really had fun, haha. Later my dad off for two days so i'll be at home, atleast im happy that im not alone, heh. Ok, takecare readers :)

I didnt go to school today, haha. Cos i had only one lesson today, and it ended early, so no point i came, haha. In the afternoon went out with Faiz & Izat. Was supposed to go swimming, but then Izat was tired, he just came back from work at 8. And then he took a short nap. So we went out like 4pm like that. Just went to chill at Starbucks One Fullerton. Had great time with them, i just miss them alot, even though we meet most of the time. haha.

I totally loooove Kassem G. He's not funny like Shane Dawson, but he is soo hot. My dream guy features, all i ever wanted. Can i have him pls? hehehe. Ok thats impossible, anyways, later going to meet up Izat&Faiz. hehe. Ok then, will update soon. One more time, can i have a bf like him pls? Ok, shut up. hahahahhaa. Takecare readers! :)